超不爽

啊！ 他竟然把我的花丢了！
难怪我总有种不安的心情,经过厨房几次，好像没看到我的花。。。好伤心哦，好歹也问下是谁的东西嘛，虽然家是你的。。。too bad

smoking culture in my office

There is one thing i cannot get used to it for these few months in my office, which is smoking culture. From the first day i stepped into this office, i found that ppl love to love, either guy or girl....a mother too. Smoking culture not only an event in my office, but also meeting. They smoke in the meeting room, hor???
There is a door behind me which link to the back lane, they love to invite ppl and hv smoking meeting, the love to do that, about 3-4 times per day.
Another smoking hour is lunch time. One cigarette after meal is good for health??? haha...
Actually they are nice ppl, jz addicted with cigarette. Sometime i feel that im weird coz i dun smoke...haha..but i worried bout my lungs condition too....coz 2nd hand smoke is not good for me.....

when can i end this

每次从新山回来都有一种强烈的感觉像要结束这样的生活，长途跋涉真得很折磨，只有我可以抽出时间来见对方，好累！每次分离时还要难舍难离。 这次的路程比平时的辛苦，去的时候搭上了一辆白目的司机，到处再找油站因为没油了，结果花了六小时才到，回到家还得赶图给老板，搞到五点多才能睡。 回吉隆坡时也没好到哪里去，遇上了车祸，交通塞得乱七八糟，搭地铁的路途中还在下雨天是在马路上摔了一绞，突然间很讨厌自己，为什么把自己弄得这么可怜，朋友说：你真得很可以。 为什么我要这么执著，只需要一个决定，我就可以结束这样的生活，你到底在等什么，男朋友重要？ 工作？ 老板？ 这个问题在我心中已经有了答案。。。。

你是迷路了吗？

今天和我的室友吃完晚餐时，竟然让我发现了一只果子狸站在电线上，远看真像一只四脚蛇，因为尾巴很长，近看才察觉是只果子狸，为什么这种童话故事里森林的动物会出现在这个繁忙污染的城市里？难道人类真的霸占了他们的家，才让他们无家可归。路边的电线，竟然成为了他们的树干，我似乎看见了它的恐慌，不知去向，突然间觉得在城市的人们特别无情和冷漠，眼中的只有钱，还是钱，就是少了人情味。不断的开发土地，把绿色的树木，都变成了钢骨森林，太多得社会问题，让人类更加忽略大自然的意义和重要，人类生病了，地球也生病了。。。。。

新年的第十四天

在新年的尾声，以向来不是很迷信的我，竟跑到了芙蓉去算命，结果还搞到自己疑神疑鬼。一开始我是比较想知道关于我的工作和前途，结果算命师却给了我一大堆关于我的感情路的命理。他说在我的感情路，还会有一位男生会出现，我不会太早结婚，只怕会有意外，这是我还担心了一下，结果他所谓的意外是怀孕。至于工作，他却没说很多，只是说我今年会犯太岁，最后还叫我买一些花和柚子叶来洗澡。听完他说之后，我竟然还照他的话做，冲了花澡，可是关于他说的东西，我还是抱着一种怀疑的心态，我还是相信我现在确确实实拥有的东西，我不可能会一直等待一个未知的东西，而放弃现在我所拥有的，更何况命运有时候真的是要靠自己去争取和掌握，这也是一位朋友跟我说过的一句话。
在新的一年，我对自己也后有了新的目标，可是等待的过程确实有点辛苦，尤其是必须和男友分隔两地，各自都在为自己的工作打拼，累了的时候，就只能通过电话来得到一点关心，有时候真的觉得累了，很想要有一个避风港，能够让你停下来歇一会儿，有时候真的觉得离亲人和爱人很远，希望距离团聚的那天不会太远。。。。

怎样才叫好，怎样才又是不好呢？

那天，有个朋友跟我说：哇，那个男的很帅，很像那个追我的男生，早知道那时接受他。那时我说：你男朋友对您也不错啊。我朋友说：但他很体贴的，对我很细心。我说；可能他对每个人都是那么好的呢？我朋友却有点认同我， 我们应该称这一类人是好心人，还是多情人呢？分析一下，好心人是大爱，他对每个人都好，至于多情人呢，他们可能只是对某些人好而已，而且很善于浪漫的事，女人的最爱。如果你的情人是个多情人，那也是件蛮累人的事，但如果他是个老实汉时，你又嫌他不懂情趣，到底是女人麻烦，还是男人难当啊？ 这是单身汉就要说；懒得理这些麻烦的事，还是单身贵族好，你说呢？？

Date with stars!!!

I tot im gonna spend my sat alone in kl and eating my maggie, net surfing...... suddenly get a good news from my bf tat he got tickets for my astro musical awards in genting, act there is no very exciting feeling, all the stars are jz human being for me, but when i came to the musical event, all the fans and supporters for different singers screamed for their own idol, the ambiance over ther get everyone high and exciting, everyone was squeezing and pushing jz to shake hand and capture their idol. When the festival started, we were getting high with the music and the dancers, a few frens of my bf and i yelled for the name of the singers that they supported oso. Actually im not so sure which singer tat i support, i think i jz scream for no reason, i think this is a very good way to release stress, haha, at least u are not screaming alone like a crazy man,this is a unforgettable experience, at least seeing handsome guys and pretty gals is a very enjoyable thing oso :)

Sori for letting my parents worried bout me

I feel so regret that i complained bout my work prob to my mum after i get a call from the client. Yesterday, when i was having my dinner and enjoy my peace of mind after work, my client called again after working hour, this savage woman was making lots annoying voice and she was scolding you for ridiculous reason, i think i was having mental suffering for the whole week. I made a call to my mum and i was cried unexpectedly, i think i had terrify my mum. After i hang up my call, my dad called me! My dad never call me or my other sisters as well, my mum is the messenger, this is the first time! I think i reali make them so worried bout me, i feel so regret and i shdnt spread my unhappy feelings to the people who love me and care of me, im sorry

how i gonna pass through this??

No matter how i do not to let this happen, but i still cant avoid this. I was seriously and thoroughly scolded by a client this morning, i tears almost come out my eyes but i tried my best and swallow it back, i dun wanna let people thinks that im so weak, and i know that i nid to solve the problem but not crying like a baby. Im not sure who is wrong or right, but i know im taking this responsible, sometimes people nids to pass through this tough period before they come to success, jz dont be so stupid and careful mandy, you can do it.

i m threaten by a fear lady

I thought stressful working life wont come to me so fast, a fear lady step into my life without any signal makes me so frustrated and unstable. After i worked there for 3 months, my boss started let me handle a bungalow project. At first, i thought bungalow wont be a very difficult task for me, but im wrong. This is not as same as project that i did in university, i nid to settle every minor minor task by myself, as an junior LA, i feel that im seriously lack of experiences, if i keep asking boss bout small small prob, i jz felt that im very stupid and troublesome person, much less im creating problem oso. oh god, im so worried bout this,i been scolded by client for several times ard, when the queations threw out by client, i jz felt unprepared for an eventuality. BUT, it's no way by keep complaining bout how pity that i scolded by client, i mz improve myself so that i can do it better next time!

working like a machine

i feels so pity tat i cant meet my sister! My sister came to kl and ask me out to meet up, 2day im quite bz, lots of task waiting for me to complete it, i try my best to complete it b4 6pm, but....

my sisrter big day

上个星期总是无心工作，一直想着要放假，而且又碰上我姐的大喜日子，家人都忙得团团转，个个都跑来恭喜我姐，而我呢就当家里的司机，忙着栽我的阿姨，买东西，总之跑腿的工作就是我了。
当天，我们这几个爱美的姐妹，都忙着把自己打扮得漂漂亮亮，化妆的技巧更要讨教我妹妹，我这个做姐姐的，化妆技巧真的不如他们。最漂亮的当然是我大姐咯，要娶得美人归可没那么简单，它可要过关斩将，姐妹团的眼睛可是大得很，他们可是等着拿红包，可怜的姐夫可是给了不少红包钱才得到了美人。家里有个理发师和美甲师也很不错，我的指甲和头发都是我妹妹帮我弄的，他们可帮我省了不少钱。希望我姐能有过得很幸福，做个幸福的小女人，祝他们婚姻美满！