Mandy

超不爽

2010-04-06T06:27:00.000-07:00

啊！他竟然把我的花丢了！
难怪我总有种不安的心情,经过厨房几次，好像没看到我的花。。。好伤心哦，好歹也问下是谁的东西嘛，虽然家是你的。。。too bad

smoking culture in my office

2010-04-05T18:10:00.000-07:00

There is one thing i cannot get used to it for these few months in my office, which is smoking culture. From the first day i stepped into this office, i found that ppl love to love, either guy or girl....a mother too. Smoking culture not only an event in my office, but also meeting. They smoke in the meeting room, hor???
There is a door behind me which link to the back lane, they love to invite ppl and hv smoking meeting, the love to do that, about 3-4 times per day.
Another smoking hour is lunch time. One cigarette after meal is good for health??? haha...
Actually they are nice ppl, jz addicted with cigarette. Sometime i feel that im weird coz i dun smoke...haha..but i worried bout my lungs condition too....coz 2nd hand smoke is not good for me.....

when can i end this

2010-03-22T07:12:00.000-07:00

每次从新山回来都有一种强烈的感觉像要结束这样的生活，长途跋涉真得很折磨，只有我可以抽出时间来见对方，好累！每次分离时还要难舍难离。这次的路程比平时的辛苦，去的时候搭上了一辆白目的司机，到处再找油站因为没油了，结果花了六小时才到，回到家还得赶图给老板，搞到五点多才能睡。回吉隆坡时也没好到哪里去，遇上了车祸，交通塞得乱七八糟，搭地铁的路途中还在下雨天是在马路上摔了一绞，突然间很讨厌自己，为什么把自己弄得这么可怜，朋友说：你真得很可以。为什么我要这么执著，只需要一个决定，我就可以结束这样的生活，你到底在等什么，男朋友重要？工作？老板？这个问题在我心中已经有了答案。。。。

你是迷路了吗？

2010-03-01T06:48:00.000-08:00

今天和我的室友吃完晚餐时，竟然让我发现了一只果子狸站在电线上，远看真像一只四脚蛇，因为尾巴很长，近看才察觉是只果子狸，为什么这种童话故事里森林的动物会出现在这个繁忙污染的城市里？难道人类真的霸占了他们的家，才让他们无家可归。路边的电线，竟然成为了他们的树干，我似乎看见了它的恐慌，不知去向，突然间觉得在城市的人们特别无情和冷漠，眼中的只有钱，还是钱，就是少了人情味。不断的开发土地，把绿色的树木，都变成了钢骨森林，太多得社会问题，让人类更加忽略大自然的意义和重要，人类生病了，地球也生病了。。。。。

新年的第十四天

2010-02-28T06:13:00.000-08:00

在新年的尾声，以向来不是很迷信的我，竟跑到了芙蓉去算命，结果还搞到自己疑神疑鬼。一开始我是比较想知道关于我的工作和前途，结果算命师却给了我一大堆关于我的感情路的命理。他说在我的感情路，还会有一位男生会出现，我不会太早结婚，只怕会有意外，这是我还担心了一下，结果他所谓的意外是怀孕。至于工作，他却没说很多，只是说我今年会犯太岁，最后还叫我买一些花和柚子叶来洗澡。听完他说之后，我竟然还照他的话做，冲了花澡，可是关于他说的东西，我还是抱着一种怀疑的心态，我还是相信我现在确确实实拥有的东西，我不可能会一直等待一个未知的东西，而放弃现在我所拥有的，更何况命运有时候真的是要靠自己去争取和掌握，这也是一位朋友跟我说过的一句话。
在新的一年，我对自己也后有了新的目标，可是等待的过程确实有点辛苦，尤其是必须和男友分隔两地，各自都在为自己的工作打拼，累了的时候，就只能通过电话来得到一点关心，有时候真的觉得累了，很想要有一个避风港，能够让你停下来歇一会儿，有时候真的觉得离亲人和爱人很远，希望距离团聚的那天不会太远。。。。

怎样才叫好，怎样才又是不好呢？

2010-01-27T07:35:00.000-08:00

那天，有个朋友跟我说：哇，那个男的很帅，很像那个追我的男生，早知道那时接受他。那时我说：你男朋友对您也不错啊。我朋友说：但他很体贴的，对我很细心。我说；可能他对每个人都是那么好的呢？我朋友却有点认同我，我们应该称这一类人是好心人，还是多情人呢？分析一下，好心人是大爱，他对每个人都好，至于多情人呢，他们可能只是对某些人好而已，而且很善于浪漫的事，女人的最爱。如果你的情人是个多情人，那也是件蛮累人的事，但如果他是个老实汉时，你又嫌他不懂情趣，到底是女人麻烦，还是男人难当啊？这是单身汉就要说；懒得理这些麻烦的事，还是单身贵族好，你说呢？？

Date with stars!!!

2010-01-25T07:20:00.000-08:00

I tot im gonna spend my sat alone in kl and eating my maggie, net surfing...... suddenly get a good news from my bf tat he got tickets for my astro musical awards in genting, act there is no very exciting feeling, all the stars are jz human being for me, but when i came to the musical event, all the fans and supporters for different singers screamed for their own idol, the ambiance over ther get everyone high and exciting, everyone was squeezing and pushing jz to shake hand and capture their idol. When the festival started, we were getting high with the music and the dancers, a few frens of my bf and i yelled for the name of the singers that they supported oso. Actually im not so sure which singer tat i support, i think i jz scream for no reason, i think this is a very good way to release stress, haha, at least u are not screaming alone like a crazy man,this is a unforgettable experience, at least seeing handsome guys and pretty gals is a very enjoyable thing oso :)

Sori for letting my parents worried bout me

2010-01-15T07:01:00.000-08:00

I feel so regret that i complained bout my work prob to my mum after i get a call from the client. Yesterday, when i was having my dinner and enjoy my peace of mind after work, my client called again after working hour, this savage woman was making lots annoying voice and she was scolding you for ridiculous reason, i think i was having mental suffering for the whole week. I made a call to my mum and i was cried unexpectedly, i think i had terrify my mum. After i hang up my call, my dad called me! My dad never call me or my other sisters as well, my mum is the messenger, this is the first time! I think i reali make them so worried bout me, i feel so regret and i shdnt spread my unhappy feelings to the people who love me and care of me, im sorry

how i gonna pass through this??

2010-01-11T06:14:00.000-08:00

No matter how i do not to let this happen, but i still cant avoid this. I was seriously and thoroughly scolded by a client this morning, i tears almost come out my eyes but i tried my best and swallow it back, i dun wanna let people thinks that im so weak, and i know that i nid to solve the problem but not crying like a baby. Im not sure who is wrong or right, but i know im taking this responsible, sometimes people nids to pass through this tough period before they come to success, jz dont be so stupid and careful mandy, you can do it.

i m threaten by a fear lady

2010-01-10T07:45:00.000-08:00

I thought stressful working life wont come to me so fast, a fear lady step into my life without any signal makes me so frustrated and unstable. After i worked there for 3 months, my boss started let me handle a bungalow project. At first, i thought bungalow wont be a very difficult task for me, but im wrong. This is not as same as project that i did in university, i nid to settle every minor minor task by myself, as an junior LA, i feel that im seriously lack of experiences, if i keep asking boss bout small small prob, i jz felt that im very stupid and troublesome person, much less im creating problem oso. oh god, im so worried bout this,i been scolded by client for several times ard, when the queations threw out by client, i jz felt unprepared for an eventuality. BUT, it's no way by keep complaining bout how pity that i scolded by client, i mz improve myself so that i can do it better next time!

working like a machine

2010-01-06T06:17:00.000-08:00

i feels so pity tat i cant meet my sister! My sister came to kl and ask me out to meet up, 2day im quite bz, lots of task waiting for me to complete it, i try my best to complete it b4 6pm, but....

my sisrter big day

2010-01-05T06:38:00.000-08:00

上个星期总是无心工作，一直想着要放假，而且又碰上我姐的大喜日子，家人都忙得团团转，个个都跑来恭喜我姐，而我呢就当家里的司机，忙着栽我的阿姨，买东西，总之跑腿的工作就是我了。
当天，我们这几个爱美的姐妹，都忙着把自己打扮得漂漂亮亮，化妆的技巧更要讨教我妹妹，我这个做姐姐的，化妆技巧真的不如他们。最漂亮的当然是我大姐咯，要娶得美人归可没那么简单，它可要过关斩将，姐妹团的眼睛可是大得很，他们可是等着拿红包，可怜的姐夫可是给了不少红包钱才得到了美人。家里有个理发师和美甲师也很不错，我的指甲和头发都是我妹妹帮我弄的，他们可帮我省了不少钱。希望我姐能有过得很幸福，做个幸福的小女人，祝他们婚姻美满！

安息吧。。。 uncle sunny

2009-10-21T07:57:00.000-07:00

人生就如一条很长的道路，当你驾驶着巴士，有人上车，有人下车。。。有些是忠实的顾客，陪你走过无数的路，有些人可能只搭过你的巴士两次，可是已经足你记得一辈子
再会吧。。fiona baba........

还有我在。。。。

2009-10-19T07:21:00.000-07:00

坐着去找你的巴士，突然接到了一通电话，让我对担心万分，更可怕的是接不上你的电话，这时我在想，我是何等的幸福，有这么好的家人疼爱，我愿意把我的幸福也分给你，无论发生什么事，别怕，还有我在你的身边。。。。

L.O.V.E....is difficult 2 understand

2009-10-15T08:30:00.000-07:00

last few days, my fren and i keep talking about this topic.... why girl must always sacrified for the guy and always stand in their condition and think for them...i know not every guys like that, but i know me myself and my fren is this kind of ppl, is doesn't mean my bf and her bf are not nice, jz i feel that guy will get used with being good treat by his girlfriend. There is a few conclusion that i had made
Girl s have their special characteristic of 'mother nature' Girls like to take care of people jz like your mum take good care of you. But, this is not refered to every girl.
Guys are like a kid. They always act like a kid when face to their girlfriend. They love to sayang by their girlfriend oso.

Girls will still stay with their relationship although she meet a better guy.
Guya will say:' we are not suitable to be together because we are from different world.' If they meet another better gal. Mayb is HOT CHICK.

This is not refer to all the guys either la....haha...i afraid that i will curse by all the guys.

歡樂城steamboat

2009-09-17T10:28:00.000-07:00

After more than 2 months stay in sunway, i always talks about wanna hv steamboat with my coursemate here, finally we hv our steamboat all together, and ..is FREE! CGskill CEO wanna hv a buka puasa with all coursemate and tutors before some of the malay coursemate balik kampung to celebrate hari raya. Today, we become so excited and cant wait for it. When is almost 6 pm, we all stopped our work ard and started wait for the time. But, the sky is started to rain when we wanna stepped out from classroom, but, rain cant stop us! I become the angel and fetch them to the restaurant...hehe....There is jz one word can describe the way that we ate, DISORDER..... We dun think much, we jz put all the food into our stomach....seafood....ice cream....fish ball..... In the end, I jz can see a lots of sisa makanan on the table and we cant move because we are too full. Conclusion, haha....the food in this restaurant is nice and the seafood is fresh. There is even 6 choices of ice cream flavors....Frens, can try it out!
歡樂成 buffet steamboat, nearby yuen steamboat at sunway!

free steamboat

2009-09-17T10:26:00.000-07:00

had a bad day

2009-09-06T08:54:00.000-07:00

2day din really go smooth, but i try 2 make myself in good mood condition and try 2 think that: hey, is not that bad.....
YA....is really not that bad....after spend these few days with my bf, 2day i hv 2 go bc 2 kl again. Sometimes i plan because i wan thing go in smooth way, but 2day is totally go in the opposite way. I bought bus ticket to kl on the first day that i reached jb so that i no nid 2 come bus station earlier on sunday 2 make sure bus ticket is not sold out. But, when i went to counter to confirm with the number of platform, she told me that the ticket is yesterday ticket. I remember i face expression when i heard that, i was opened my mouth widely. I cant blamed the guy who sold me the ticket, because i din check the date 2, i was careless too. Luckily, the ticket is still available on the same time.

On the journey bc to kl, i thought everything is okie d, i was sat on the first seat on the bus. The driver is a bit impatient with the car which blocked his way. The passenger tried to use his hp to took photo of the bus and bus's number. His action made the bus driver more angry and he tried to throw bottle on the car in front. OMG.... Luckily the car in front speed up and run away.

After i reached puduraya, i walked from puduraya to LRT station. On the way, a few taxi drivers started come over and try 2 hunt their passenger. I can hear their word: TAXI....TAXI....TAXI.....Suddenly, an indian taxi driver asked me: TAXI? i said : NO....after that ...taxi driver: xxxxxxx.........Cant imagine that i disturbed(language) by the taxi driver when he cant get my business....
Is this the real image of Malaysia???
I have a BAD DAY!

bc SERDANG again

2009-09-02T07:16:00.000-07:00

2day plan 2 bc serdang to take my studio convo photo, cant wait 2 see my studio photo...this is the first time i took studio photo with all my family, except my sister, so pity she is not in the photo, finally get the photo,luckily the effect of the photo is nice, same vf chee yang photo, but i start wondering how come i pay rm5 for touch up the photo but the effect is same vf chee yang's photo without touch up 1.....feel like i cheat by them, haiz....
long time din hv this feeling anymore, v feel so satisfied with lunch in serdang, cant find taste of homecook in sunway,i ATE A LOT! i stil can fill my stomach with ais kacang after i hv my serdang nasi lemak, ivan eat til hv tummy extrude out ard...haha...suddenly feel i miss and love serdang! BUT....after enjoy the happe meal, i start feel guilty...haha....ivan and i + chee yang(but not for keep fit) went jogging at park nearby at sunway ther....try to throw away the lemak...haha

不要等

2009-08-24T07:19:00.000-07:00

今天我看在吴淡如的书里看到了一篇蛮有意思的文章,很想和大家分享

不要等到别人微笑后才面露笑容--不然没有人敢对你微笑

不要等到被爱了才去爱--因为你会始终没有被爱

不要等到觉得寂寞,才发现朋友的重要--朋友都会觉得你不够朋友,不久就会没有朋友

不要等到最好的工作,才决定要好好工作--因为一直工作不力,所以好职位也轮不到你

不要等到拥有许多后,到懂得分享一些-- 因为每个人都会知道你自私自利

不要等到失败后,才记得别人的忠告-- 不要觉得自己活该倒霉,活在"早知道"里

不要等到痛苦的时候,才开始祈祷--你会连祈祷都觉得有点心虚

不要等到分开了才来挽回,等到别人受伤了才祈求原谅-- 纵然懊悔自己辜负真情,不知好歹,被人诅咒狼心狗肺,不是所有的伤害都可以弥补,挽回.

不要等,因为你不知道要等多久,会等掉多少时间......

runaway from guys' world!

2009-08-21T05:27:00.000-07:00

2day i hv a great dinner, bcoz i can runaway from guys' world and hang out with my girls' friends with girls' topics!!! I feel so beh tahan with guys' topic recently, bcoz of this maya course majority are guys and i always hang out with guys, sometimes i am the only girl among 5 guys! Last fews days i fren come find me, when she knew that i had my dinner with 5 guys, my fren said: whoa, mandy, u very geng ler! haiz....u know what are the topics among guys?? 1. Women, expecially sexy women with short skirt! this can make them feel excited! 2. Games, imagine they talked about games almost every dinner time! and etc ....etc......THIS IS MAN! They said that discussing bout girl will help them in doing human modeling, will it be?? i dun know, they even said play game can also help them in character design, maybe.......when guys started dicussing bout this 2 topics, 2 girls will jz sit ther, she looked at me, i'm looked at her. My roommate and i started feel bored with this kind of life....I need 2 runaway from this, even for jz one day, i think i will feel better 2molo......thank you my girl friends! Sory my "boy" friends!

我终于毕业

2009-08-15T07:57:00.000-07:00

我终于戴上四方帽了！好难得又能和这般大学朋友聚在一起，一大群朋友里，看见了难得一见的奇景，大大的你和小小的你，哈哈，仿佛看见了大家老了是什么样子，大家都穿了同样的衣服大合照，这个画面太可爱了！我突然问起了朋友，我们还有什么机会能够大家都聚在一起，结果她说，应该是结婚的时候吧，天啊，我好像很老了，已经慢慢步入另一个人生的阶段，不要这么快行吗？不想这么快被人称呼aunty mandy, 你们都变成aunty jane, aunty tammy,aunty yoyoe, aunty celyn...不过我相信你们都是很modern的aunty,男的得就很难担保，可能很快就有bernard的成就，cute tummy...hehe.... 如果时间能倒流，我希望可以回到这四年的大学生涯，回想起这四年都是美好的，每一页都是色彩的，可惜时间都不能倒流，只能印在我的心里。。。。

pretty woman

2009-08-03T08:07:00.000-07:00

pretty woman...walking on the street, pretty woman......

uv texture frog....

2009-08-03T07:23:00.000-07:00

this is a frog with peanut skin....hehe.....failed example......

dinosaur

2009-07-26T04:21:00.000-07:00

assignment - create a dinosaur, the day after i watched ice age.....make me more excited in doing this assignment

assignment 8

2009-07-26T04:10:00.000-07:00

the most hapee moment in my life is having meal with frens, food is not the main things, but chit chating and sharing each others small little things in our life is wonderful thing,try 2 create a delicious dining set with donuts , drink on the table, this makes me hapee, aren't u?

assignment 7

2009-07-26T04:03:00.000-07:00

grasshopper with sexy back.....hehe....this assignment is design a robot insect...looks like robot or not???? hehe

assignment 6

2009-07-22T03:50:00.000-07:00

colourful frog........

assignment 5

2009-07-22T03:47:00.000-07:00

yeah, i change a new car ard, is Audi V8, hehe.......dun wan wira liao loh.......

assignment 4

2009-07-13T00:16:00.001-07:00

3rd day assignment, this car really killed me, but finally i completed it with 2 days times, this car looks like toy , haha...with no seat, weaper...haha....

assignment 3

2009-07-13T00:13:00.001-07:00

another assignment on 2nd day, is a building with dubaicity background...got one building is background act...hehe....

assignment 2

2009-07-13T00:12:00.000-07:00

2nd day assignment, is an bling bling octopus, this octopus really kill me when extruding all its suckers...luckily still looks like a sotong!

my assignments

2009-07-12T23:07:00.000-07:00

The 1st assignment on 1st day class, i spent my whole day 2 complete it, i thought i did well, but when comapre with others with luxury kitchen, is really bad...haha...

卢广仲: 100种生活

2009-06-30T20:16:00.000-07:00

这首歌好好听哦! 听到这首歌心情都好了起来!

整个世界　停止　不转动　很寂寞
走在海边　数着　萤火虫　好困惑
想要的生活怎麽有一百种
不想掉进这深深漩涡

整个海洋　摆动　柔软地　举起我
孤单给我　自由　犹豫得　好感动
想要的生活怎麽有一百种
该怎麽走　谁来告诉我 wow

每当我背对星空
抱着地球
发现自己其实脆弱　不敢说

当我背对星空
孤独摸索
爱情渐渐萎缩　我猜不透

无边的宇宙
哪里有我(想)要的生活

整个海洋　摆动　柔软地　举起我
孤单给我　自由　犹豫得　好感动
想要的生活怎麽有一百种
该怎麽走　谁来告诉我 wow

每当我背对星空
抱着地球
发现自己其实脆弱　不敢说

当我背对星空
孤独摸索
爱情渐渐萎缩　我猜不透

无边的宇宙
哪里有我(想)要的生活

每当我背对星空
抱着地球
发现自己其实脆弱　不敢说

当我背对星空
不断孤独摸索
爱情渐渐萎缩　我猜不透

无边的宇宙
哪里有我(想)要的生活
原来100种要在很久很久以后才会懂
我的100种生活

auntie ....dun ask me...i dun know.......

2009-06-29T21:22:00.001-07:00

yesterday evening...my dad suddenly yelled from down stair, he said: ah ting, somebody looking for u...huh?! most of my fren not in segamat ard wor...who will look for me? i walked down from stair, then saw the auntie...oh! this auntie again...this auntie hv a story 1...everytime her daughter entered a higher school, she sure looked for me and ask me about this and that, wat shud prepare lar....how 2 apply for matric school la...wat course better la...huh?! im not lecturer or wat ler, i can gv some opinion la, although im undergraduted la, doesnt mean i know everyhing ba...this time lagi hebat! she said: manting ar, ur bf studied in machanical engineering hor...wat this course learn about har?....wau! she knows my bf studied in this course wor, so geng, she got good antenna le, haha.....i jz gv her some opinion, coz i dunno bout this course detailly, is something bout engine, car engin, machine...something like that la,i think her daughter shud grow up ard la, she shud ask university admin department ma, not everytime call her mum said very scare and ask her mum go house by house and ask this and that, her mum very xing ku oso la... dunno what's next, mayb next time she gonna ask me what kind of guy better...haha....

Goodbye MJ

2009-06-28T18:13:00.000-07:00

I feel really shocked when i found that MJ passed away, i tot my friend was kidding with me, now everyday can see his news on newspaper, i feel so pity that we lost such a great singer and really love his songs, every star leaving one by one...i think mayb i m old oso, every stars that i know when i was a child ...leaving one by one...i will love u forever,MJ.....

Finally.......ly...ly.....ly.....

2009-06-24T22:54:00.000-07:00

after long time waiting for reply....finally...i get the answer.....YOU AR CONFIRMED ARD, haiz....finally i got something 2 do and oso finally i no nid sit at home everyday. So hapee i can meet my couremate again, i think we are cheating ourselves, so that we are not jobless..continue 2 become students again, haha...i hope i can get my direction bc and know wat i wan 2 do, since gradated, my life is mess up and i lost my direction, hope can get a job soon la....wish good luck 2 myself!

be careful with insects in your food

2009-06-21T22:04:00.000-07:00

have u ever seen ants swimming in your drink?? i went cafe hv a drink my sister yesterday, i ordered a drink which green tea at the bottom of the tea, after i stir it, lots of ants start floating in my drink, and the problem is i din realize about it...until i drunk til half and feel abit sour in my mouth, ah my god, tat is ANT. mayb u think ants is no poison insert, but tat is not normal ant, it is a bit bigger than normal 1 and taste sour, and i lax for 2 days...haiz......

nobody knows u, but God know who u ar

2009-06-17T19:54:00.000-07:00

这个世上活着很多种人, 真所谓一种米养百种人, 真的没有办法看清所有的人, 要去猜策别人在想什么也很难,因为人往往连自己想怎样...要怎样又不知道,还常常问别人说"我到底想怎样",自己都不知道,更何况是别人,我觉得只有上帝知道吧.
当一个人在说谎,在跟自己辩护时,都是在保护自己和害怕让别人看到自己真实的一面,纵然保护自己是没有错,可是别让这个当借口,一再的说谎来掩盖,只会让人变本加厉.
在看别人时总以为自己能看得很透彻,但"我到底想怎样?"....我也不知道, 不知道在别人眼中我是怎样的一个人?可能不需要在意别人怎样看自己吧,最重要是自己怎样看自己,只能走一步看一步,希望上帝能告诉我下一步怎么走....

that piece of cake......how 2 settle??

2009-06-17T05:35:00.002-07:00

i made a cheese cake last few days....this is the second time i make this kind of cheese cake, i dun like cheese actually...hehe...the first time is for siang birthday, my x housemate did try it oso...they said taste good...so try 2 make it again and purposely wanna let my family try, unluckily....when i came bc from kl...oh no...the cake is stil inside regri....they dun like cheese oso...same vf me....y im so stupid, one family shud be same ma....haiz....dunno how 2 settle that piece of cake in my refri now...who wanna help me 2 finish it???

new look and new start

2009-06-11T18:54:00.001-07:00

people always say...cut ur hair will cut away bad luck,烦恼(fan nao), i hope i can hv new start for my life...cant believe i cut away my long hair...coz i keep my long hair for so many years....many ppl ask me 2 keep it, but i cut it oso...hehe....my hair will get long one day de....

life is climb

2009-06-08T18:36:00.000-07:00

i watch a movie yesterday...din expect is this kind of story and i tot not nice at 1st...haha....but it is meaningful...that is HANNA MONTANA....i love the song in that movie...life is climb....

I can almost see it
That dream I'm dreaming but
There's a voice inside my head sayin,
You'll never reach it,
Every step I'm taking,
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking but I
Got to keep trying
Got to keep my head held high

There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes you going to have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

The struggles I'm facing,
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes they knock me down but
No I'm not breaking
The pain I'm knowing
But these are the moments that
I'm going to remember most yeah
Just got to keep going
And I,
I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on,

There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes you going to have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes you going to have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

Keep on moving
Keep climbing
Keep the faith baby
It's all about
It's all about
The climb
Keep the faith
Keep your faith

im not as brave as wat u think

2009-06-05T00:34:00.000-07:00

人在面对感情时，往往会变得脆弱，这时候才发觉，原来我没有想象中那么勇敢，就像这首歌一样。

2009-06-04T00:11:00.000-07:00

2day i hv a walk on orchard road...I saw HMV cd shop located at corner, so i decided to spend my afternoon time in that shop, hope can find few nice album. I wan 2 recommend sodagreen new album, the cover design and their song really nice. I give 8/10..hehe...is nice la....

loss my tooth in my dream

2009-06-03T20:02:00.000-07:00

feel bad this morning...haiz....how many bad morning d? i hv a nightmare this morning...very clear in my mind...i loss my tooth in my dream...then i become BO GE...i remember my fren told me b4...this kind of dream bring the message of : your relative or ppl close 2 you will pass away. I hope this is jz superstitious and not the truth. Mandy prays for u all.....everything is gonna be ok....

step out from the room, you can find something new

2009-06-01T23:09:00.000-07:00

wake up early in the morning...i saw a message, bring my mood very down, i hope i can find a peaceful place can let me think, mayb can find something new outside and cheer up my mood. I think bout the church that i search in internet yesterday, i think this is the place that i wan 2 go. 2nd day in sg, i start walk out from the small room, try 2 reach the church that i saw in internet. The whole journey is quite smooth, so surprise that i x confuse with the direction. When i saw the big signboard with "city harvest church", i alighted from the bus, jz a walking distance from bus stop 2 the place. I wan 2 try my luck, coz today is tuesday, probably they x gonna let me in, after i ask the guard at the entrance, he said the church is only open on sat n sun. I x upset that i cant get in, bcoz the whole journey from my house 2 the church, it did cheer me up when i observe ppl surrounding.
When i bc 2 the train, i found something new. I saw there are many small light bulb at every station shows on the mrt line map inside the train. After i observe a while, i found that the light bulb is on for all the stations the we heading to, and the light bulb will clipping for the next station. I think singaporean is clever... :)